Friday, May 25, 2007
Having doubts...
Gah... super disappointed wif myself zzz in like almost everything... not motivated to do anithing now...
but i guess this is part of the package...
Monday, May 21, 2007
Gah
I think i've found the reason why i always continue to push myself even when im sick...
Aniwae... i always try to be optimistic n happy... but sometimes i juz need to explode...
Thursday, May 10, 2007
SYF
We got gold! Hahaa...
In the morning juz prac prac prac den b4 we knew it we were heading to SCH alreadi... was super crowded when we reached alreadi but yah... after a long long wait we finally went into the tuning room... was quite of a rush cuz europe wanted to run thru the songs there... so tuned veri fast... den halfway thru running thru the songs my 1st string broke zzzz lucki got extra liuqin... den within like 3mins hls tied the broken string again so tt my liuqin can be used hahaa... after tt went out n waited for like another 30mins+... was getting nervous... den finalli it was time... was super nervous la... i need to solve tt problem somehow... it affects my playing zzz but overall it was not bad!! After tt it was quite stupid cuz not everyone cud go in n listen to the announcement of the results zzz but ya...
So yea we got gold... sure there was disappointment... but it was still good... we still created 美丽的神话! RJCO still rulez!!! Cliche... but it's the process and not the result tt matters! N a while ago... i realized how true that is...
After tt went back to school, took photos here n there... den rjco tanbo (most) went to pizza hut at thomson plaza for dinner! Quite full now... n now im worried bout something else zzzz
Well... the end of a chapter marks the start of another... looking forward to it!
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
Tomorrow
Was on the train talking to hongbin juz now den suddenly felt that i realli dun wan all of this to be over... like he said... after tml... rjco will be... no longer wad it was the past few months... the experience has been real great... I once doubted if rjco is the right place for me... but now i noe it is... So many new friends, so much fun & laughter... there were bad times... but "it's all part of the experience" - like how my OBS instructor used to say... i noe i've said this b4 but i realli can still remember how i tot syf is so far away 3 months ago... but now it's like less than 24hours away... n after that... end of this chapter for rjco...
I've finally stopped worrying bout how syf will turn out... n how everything is guna be like... cuz im glad tt there're fond memories for me to look back at.... tml will be another chance for us to add on to those memories... regardless of the result, RJCO still rulez n rawk! Go Go RJCO!
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
2 more days...
Just 2 more days... after tt 4months of prac zzz These few days haf been tiring zzz haven touched school work at home for days... Felt wierd todae... but life goes on....
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Hoping that everything can turn out to be 美丽的神话
Had practise at PAC todae... n realized tt not goin to SCH is actualli quite dangerous... but cant be helped... when dazu was starting on the PAC stage, i got like quite nervous... i guess i was trying to make myself feel how it wud feel when im at SCH... playing in a new environment for the first time n having to do it as best as i can... haix... i'll haf to calm myself down on tt day... someone once told me that instead of feeling nervous, shud juz try n concentrate and give it the best shot... but it's easier said than done... aniwae while playing hong zhong, my first string snapped on my last note how cool was that omg
After tt went to kbox wif junjie, yeesiang n sngzheng... found cool songs again hahaa but the best one is definitely 美丽的神话... heard han hong sing tt on TV for a live concert b4 n she was super amazing... wads more! RJCO most probably guna play tt for upcoming CIP performances hahahahahah so cool after kboxing went to food republic to eat...
Feeling... sad now... due to various reasons...